I have to find out how it all began
Even if I derail or upset my mind,
Because it all seemed worth it during that time.
I often drift into madness,
Often shrivel in sadness.
But as soon as it passes
I go back to take chances.
I just don’t know what I’ll do.
Life ain’t the same without you.
Wished it was all a dream
So I could go back and relive
Memories till my dying days,
Till time passes by and I can no longer tell
The difference between dreams from my living hell.